The Unwinding Cable Car

Today was just one of those days.I felt like I was the unwinding cable car.Things were moving so fast.Stress had really kicked in big time.I was in a battle with everything including myself.Is it really this hard whenever you fast?Sometimes I feel as though I can relate myself to Job.But then again,I don't come even close to what he went through.He's a very encouraging man to me.Then again Jesus is also.

Here's a list of what I want to be:

• Become a bold person.
• Be Patient with the unpatient.
• Find out what I'm going to do with myself.
• Love those who aren't loved(I know how it feels).
• Listen to His voice whenever He beacons me in.
• Hope for the best.
• Be encouraged and be encouraging.
• Hold my head up and stop looking at the ground(after all theres nothing that great to look at).
• Start thinking as someone important to Jesus and others(I don't think that enough).

Things I DO NOT want to be:

• Think of myself as less(in other words compare myself and bring myself down).
• Become a brick wall to people.
• Be impatient.
• Get angry with those whom I love most.
• Hurt others(i've felt that way to many times myself).
• Be someone I'm not.
• Judgmental.Theres only one Judge that can truly Judge between whats right and wrong.
• Alone
• Rejected over and over again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPOZifPfUsU

What hardships will you face?

What hardships will you overcome?